boyS are dumb!

soooo...
haha jesse and i...
done :D
haha...boys can be so dumb sometimes...

sorry fam...i won't be carrying out the tradition of dating ppl with the name of one of the family members anymore :]
here's what happened...

so we hadn't really talked all day on monday...
i was like ok he must be busy it's fine...
then he puts pics up on facebook of him and 2 other girls...
so wednesday i'm like ok....i see how it is...
so i change my status to...single because haha obviously :]
so he's texting me about it and like i see you're single...
i was like you don't even talk to me anymore and i never know what you're doing..
"why should i have to tell you what i'm doing every minute of every day"
[[first of all...you don't...obviously...but i thought that when you were dating someone that's what you did haha tell them what's happening in your life...tell them things you think are important...tell them anything...and yeah we don't have to talk all the time...but if your're gonna put up pics of you and other girls...at least let me[[your girlfriend]] know who they are....don't ya think that'd be the considerate thing to do...because..what else am i supposed to think...look at it from my point of veiw...if i had pics of me and guys up you know you'd be jealous...and you'd wonder what i was doing behind your back...]]
haha that's only the first part tho...then he goes on to say..."try to have me help you make these decisions instead of your friends"
[[ummmm..yeah...so my friends do have an OPPINION in what i do but ultimately its my decision....
thank you for making me feel like i'm some needy little child who can't think for herself because believe me...i can think for myself...]]

and then he text me yesterday...haha seriously what is he thinking i thought the whole reason we're "taking a break" was because i was trying to be a part of his life by talking to him asking him what he was doing and that somewho makes me the bad guy....what can I say tho..my bad...

seriously....

new blog :]

so....i've been thinking...
i love to blog....
and what better place then...
blog spot...
:]

sooo....
yesterday was christmas...
yay...
only it didn't really feel like it...
jesse and rach gone on a freakin cruise[[JEalouS]]
kodi and rachel and the kids couldn't come out cuz of all the snow
my dad got snowed in at work
jake's in Brazil....
and so it was me my mom and the little boys...
weird...
buuut oh my...the snow...
it's absolutely insane!!! i went out to go running
and when i opened the door a pile fell in...so i decided not to go :]
i'm so excited tho i <3 snow!!
:]

bUuuuut....i get to leave in 14 days!! can you believe it...
it's gonna be so weird not livin here for 6 weeks...wow it's crazy
but it'll def** be a good thing for me...maybe i'll grow up finally :]
I love Boise...
i'm so stoked to actually live in a city...
it's def** gonna be way different then little mud lake...
but i think this change will be good for me :]