so....i shoulda been asleep a long time ago---
but i'm worrying myself sick...
do you ever feel like...life has no point?

i do--more than ever i do right now at this time in my life....
not in a suicidal way of course :]
but it really just seems like there is always just same old same old.

I feel like there should be more outta life...and i'm not feeling it...
it's hard to explain...but i really just don't know where to go from here...

i'm so excited//such a retard~ :D

so it's getting way way close to when i'm gonna be leaving!!! :D
oh my...i'm getting so excited~
January 9th....
:D :D

We actually went up there yesterday..yes to boise and back in one day....
ha we checked out the house....
and where we'd be living...
ha it'll be wayy fun with a lot of girls :D so i'm hoping :D
Its' just this cute little house about 4 miles away from the capital annix[[ada county courthouse]]
that's where we'll be working :D

So..today i actually was thinking about being a good girl and getting up and going to church...WELL...i get up and get all ready by quarter to 9...So i go downstairs to see where everyone is....everyone is still in bed....so i'm like ok i'll just drive...yeah church was switched cuz of the new year...we always start at 11:30 now....

HAHA i'm a retard :]